9:56 AM, Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Don't look at anything else. Just look at Jesus and know that in Him, you already have your victory.
I really need His help now. So tired out I'm gonna run outta fuel soon. It's 8pm, I'm weary from the past few days of work, I still have to spend tonight preparing for a presentation at 9am tomorrow. And I still have to be cordial to everyone's requests during work even though sometimes i really just feel like switching off. I'm thinking more and more how I don't mind leaving this job for something that allows me to breathe. But I shall bear with it for two more weeks after my leave- I might think differently after that. Must. Persevere.
I've been trying to think positive but there's always a limit, ya know? Sigh. Sucks big time.
11:40 PM, Sunday, November 27, 2011
feels good to go to bed at the end of the day knowing that someone loves you more than anything, and God loves you more than anything, and all is alright in this world. i feel prepared to face tomorrow. goodnight world!
9:13 AM, Thursday, November 24, 2011
It's true I do like my job, somewhat, but most mornings I still really miss school life. Being able to stay out late or head out for supper ANY day of the week. Being spontaneous and able to do whatever you wanted at any time. Well most of the time except when you're having seminars. Which is like 3 hrs, 4 times a week.
Well well. This work week is slightly less crazy, but I'm still rushing to finish a lot of stuff before my boss returns from leave. I really wouldn't mind staying till 11 everyday just to finish up the stuff and put my mind at ease, but well - other commitments. Hope I settle into this pace soon!
8:18 AM, Thursday, November 17, 2011
his stupidity haunts me still from time to time. it's so hard to put it behind me, like how he did.
8:29 AM, Wednesday, November 16, 2011
work's been really trying these days. feel like i'm chasing never ending deadlines, things that always creep one step in front just when i think i'm catching up. been doing work till past midnight last few days, and i don't have time for anything else.