"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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SIGH. miss being friends with c harles. :(


despite me knowing full well that what my mom said is crazy nonsense (even my sister laughed out loud at it)... it still kinda affects me and my mood. :((((

urgh hate all this negativity coming from home.

should have known better than to tell her anything. what good can ever come out of it right.

i'm in such a foul mood now i dun even feel like talking to d es cus i think i'll vent my anger on him. RAH. and my printer keeps hanging my com!!!


omg just told my mommy. SO AWKWARD CAN. i spent like half an hour sitting in front of her to pluck up the courage to tell her. then i ran to my room cus i'm sure she's gonna tell my dad after he finishes with the dishes.

and now i dare not go out. so awkward!!! :|


finally called u nilever and they are actually not done with the contract yet -.-
RELIEF.

now i can continue enjoying my holidays! :)


RAH i am so silly. been frantically trying to contact unilever today to settle my contract and called like a few million times but i couldn't get through.

then a few minutes ago i checked and realised i've been dialling THE WRONG NUMBER.

kill me plzzzzz.

monday please hurry come and let me settle this quick.


i feel damn bad now :( he didn't take it well and told me to leave him alone. well, he didn't say that but i kinda implied that from his words.

but i know i did the right thing la. sigh. things will be damn awkward the next time we meet for church stuff.

oh wells, there's that!


okay shiett i just sent the most badly crafted message ever. like seriously, i just wanted to get it over and done with and didn't wanna writh around trying to phrase it nicely. please let him take it well (fingers crossed).

now, still got 2 others to deal with. but at least those will be easier.

AHH SHIT. my phone just beeped and i think it's his reply. shit shit shit dare not read.

....(reading)

hahs okay no it wasn't him it was des. phew!

rah i'm gonna unpack first and deal with this later.


8/5/2011 :)

but now i have to do something unpleasant. eeks. should just close my eyes, grit my teeth, hit the send button and get it over and done with.

there's nothing i hate more than delivering bad news.