"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
-

okay told him be friends first then see how. haha. easy way out.
phew i finally feel at peace!


for good.

you are the orbit.
i am the comet.
and (another) you are the sun.


today a wise friend told me, never rush into anything until you are truly at peace with it. because even if you miss it the first time round, God will bring it to you again. we are living in His kingdom, not in the world where opportunity never knocks twice.

on a side note, other things which happened today:
1) z iwei's car overheated and some pipe ruptured on the expressway. so we immediately exited at punggol, and as a result, all three of us (plus k ris) were stranded in the middle of punggol for 2 hours. we walked to the petrol station to buy water and waited for the engine to cool down. and, the most epic part was. after the car managed to move off, we moved off. AND FORGOT TO TAKE BACK THE HAZARD SIGNBOARD ON THE ROAD. haha -.-
2) i got the official offer call from unilever and found out my pay :D
3) i skated 36km from fort road to changi village and back with that precious wise friend from church.

and here comes the highlight... I RODE A MOTORBIKE FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY!!! OMGOMGOMGOMG i love the feeling! night air pushing you back so much that u feel like you're gonna fly off any moment. awesome.

- sighs contently :)


update (esp. for ming:p)/

hai j enric really exaggerated the certainty of the trip. it really sounded as if they were going off regardless and leaving me alone here. luckily i spoke to d es about it. HAHA. here's the update from ytd: i was really angry at him ytd for not even consulting me but i did what you said and was nice like usual towards him (anyway my anger usually cannot last overnight one). i didn't even raise the issue at all but he brought it up anyway and told me that he thought i would be shagged after my assessment center so he wanted to wait till the weekend to discuss it together with j enric. yup. in my defense, j ens really really made it sound as if the plans were like 100% firmed up already and they were going regardless of whether i went or not! but according to d es, it's only like, 30% firmed up and he doesn't wana go with just her alone.

so lesson learnt: don't raise your blood pressure and be angry/sad for nothing till you hear both sides of the story. haa haa. something we all know from young but man, never did i realise how hard it was to practise.


yes i am jealous.


how much i wish that i could find a formula for everything in life and work everything out slowly, methodologically and steadily...


set it right.

hoping, for all the wrong reasons.