"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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so, we took a walk in the park, went to the old bull to get his guitar, then went to my place to make pancakes together, and have dinner with the girls.

and then, we finally had the talk. and, i guess i finally managed to force out everything i wanted to say (though i almost missed the chance, i literally forced myself to choke out the words a few steps before he went out of the door) and somehow, it just turned out right.

by right, i should be sad i think? but instead i feel so relieved. like, everything just fell into place perfectly. and i think we will have more fun than ever before without the pressure and expectations and unspoken words. you know, i kinda got a revelation today that boyfriends are not always better than friends. like, actually i'm quite thankful now that some of the guys i liked remained as my friends and did not become my boyfriends because then so many things might go wrong and just ruin everything. AHH. should have done this earlier. and the best thing are his parting words as he walked off, "bye, talk to you soon. " yeah, right, you always say that, your soon is like 10000 years later lor. he walked a few steps, turned back as though he knew what i was thinking, and winked, "sooner than before."

i think this can almost be the equivalent of a fairytale ending to this story for me :)