"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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sigh. we were supposed to meet at 4 today, but he texted me at 4.30 to tell me he couldn't make it cos' he had to go to another district by 6 to prepare for his gig. went to his facebook (i'll look at pictures since i can't look at the real thing) - bringing facebook stalking to a whole new level hahaha. like, i hafta google translate all the comments. saw one of the videos of his gig. i feel like i don't really know him at all, just like how he doesn't really know the whole me, only one part. he's a totally different person on stage, so confident, a crowd-pleaser who got the audience clapping and dancing along with him. it's strange huh? like, i know and yet don't know him at the same time. i could easily watch the video as if he were any other random stranger on facebook.

feelin' blue. was really looking forward to him coming and did all my cleaning up and studying beforehand. oh wells, there's always the blacklight party later, he said he would come. but i don't really trust his words anymore. hope he doesn't stand me up again.