"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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guard your heart.

after praying for so many days for peace, i've finally received it. it's not like i'm totally zen or something, i mean, i still do cry sometimes when h azel's not in the room, but at least now i'm not in some sort of frenzy where i feel like i can't breathe (it was really bad the past few days). it could also be that today's one of the better days, i could sink back in tomorrow. but it's a start right? omg i think i might be potentially one of those crazy women in the future. ha ha. i still really like him alot. i'm still going to tell him my feelings if he wants to meet up. and if he doesn't, well... so be it. i will be sad for sure, but i think (hope) a bearable kind of sad. i'm starting to look forward to new things now. there's good sun on sunday for photography!

still, today's the day i've been waiting the whole week for. it'll (and the next few days) will be determining the direction i'll be heading to, and how much more i'll be travelling in the sem ;)