"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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dinner today was great. he cooked meatballs, potatoes with lingonberry jam and french salad. the food was so good and the conversation too.

then i asked if he could play his guitar for me, and so we went to his room and he was really really good, having gone to music school. he tried to teach me a little but i was so bad at it. seriously i have no idea why i have problems remembering the fingerings of the chords, i mean, i am trained in grade 8 in piano - i should have some musical advantage at least right? haha.

yup. i think i overstayed my welcome too, felt bad about that because he has a class at 8am tomorrow. i should have asked if i was intruding... i stupidly just thought he had the whole night free and didn't say anything. he had to like, yawn obviously. then i got the hint and said it's late i should be going. hahs. rahhhh.

the more i hang out with him, the more i think we'll just be friends. haha. i don't know. but he is so cute. realised almost all his clothes are green. cos' they always match his eyes. hahaha. ahh. i don't feel the racing heartbeat or the jumpiness while waiting for his text message anymore cos' i think today just quenched the fire somehow. sighhhh. see how things turn out after i return from stockholm.

God always manages to surprise me with his goodness. i should just learn how to rest in faith and accept whatever comes and not try to anticipate or anything.