"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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Urgh. You know how with some people your blood boils just talking to them? It's not like they did anything to anger you, it's just that, just like there's "chemistry", there's also "dis-chemistry". I get so annoyed talking to him, and everything he says just makes me more and more irritable! Have you ever felt like that? Like... you don't like how he assumes that he's doing you a favour when he's telling you what you already know, how he's making such a big deal of things, how he's asking questions and more questions to things you're not obliged to tell him, how you can't get the jokes he's trying to make and just feel annoyed! In fact, you have a problem with everything he says! Like you'll be rolling your eyes while typing something else. The worst thing is that he is so dense he can't tell you're pissed. Okayys I'm being quite mean but seriously! -.-

I hate how ambiguous everything is at the moment. Like how every word, line and even silence could be interpreted as one way or another. I guess it's the case of "damned if I do, damned if I don't". The suspense is killing me! I don't know what I should do.

Bit by bit I feel regret creeping into my skin :(