"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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2 issues.

I shall not be a victim of my own mind.

I should be more rational, instead of being stubborn and crushing reality and making everything worse.

I certainly do not need another mess on my hands at the moment.

I know I have this bad habit of closing doors and complaining that I don't get enough opportunities, but really will XXX kindly go away?

Cause' I'm getting moresuper grossed out and scared of how things will turn out every minute.

edit: Okay I just realised my willpower is like zilch cos' after I've settled my mindset and everything, one more word from him and I'm back to square one.