"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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yesterday was a really bad day for me at work, but thankfully today was much better. i guess this shows that things will work out eventually? in a way, it's almost like an answer to my prayer. it's too much of a coincidence how solutions to a problem get thrust upon you out of nowhere, and at such an apt timing too. amazing. at the same time yesterday i was totally in despair, almost close to tears. but now... i guess i just feel very thankful.

no matter how much i say i hate my job, i know that this three months is really going to be an eye-opener for me. in fact, only one month in the job, my perspectives of many things have changed. talking to different people of various walks of life, different countries, listening to all the politics (actually to put it in a bad way it's listening to them backstab each other), i learnt that on the surface although the relationships in the office seem very good, what with all the frequent events and everything, there's actually another undercurrent running through, swift and cutting, and no one is free from it. i guess i can only learn to tread carefully.

man i really can't stand those hypocrites.

come monday i'm going to be involved in the renovation works. i have a bad feeling about this. while i'm gonna help with the piling and ladder-climbing and measuring and goodness-knows-what(now you know what i mean when i say i do everything), it means that someone else is going to do my job. GROWL. by the way can you imagine me doing renovation works?! so unglam.