"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
-

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows, you're wondering
if i'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time

you said go slow
i fall behind
the second hand unwinds.


would anyone like to be hired to tidy up my itunes and label song titles for me? because i think i'm too impatient. i can't be bothered to wait for the songs to be imported and then type in all the song titles, artistes and albums, so i always end up loading the first half of the albums only haha.


great. i'm having econs paper 1 and 2 tomorrow but i can't seem to get down to studying.

woke up at 9 today, lazed around while waiting for mom to come back with my breakfast. after breakfast, i did one pathetic question on stats, then i went back to sleep.

went out for lunch, then came back just in time for madeline! haha. but my brother laughed at me cos' i was watching playhouse disney, so i switched to nickelodeon where there was unfabulous. after it ended i started feeling guilty, so studied NIA. and it ended there.

yepps i've been doing everything else. i decided to clear my cupboard today, i realised that when i was young i collected almost everything? i found my collections of badges, keychains, stamps, ang-baos (empty ones), unused new year cards (hmm i seem to have quite an obsession with chinese new year), notebooks and 7 sticker albums! it was really interesting flipping through all those. i think my stamp album is worth quite a bit, it has really artistic stamps from countries all over the world, and i even have 'beauty and the beast' stamps from st. vincent's! i used to be the first to go through the letter stacks everyday after the potsman delivered them, and if i found an envelope with a nice stamp, the first thing i would do when my parents came home was to ask them to open the letter so i could take the stamp. plus i would visit my bookshop in primary school daily cos' they sold stamps sometimes. haha. maybe i'll continue my stamp collection. but i don't know where to buy nice stamps anymore.

my sticker collection, while bigger, is not that impressive. i was quite amused when i realised that half my sticker collection is junk?! because i would stick anything that's stickable there. even price tags. and you know when you buy stickers, after you take all the stickers out, there's the template left which you're supposed to throw away? yepps, that went into my album as well. haha.

study la!


went to study with lala and wansu today. though we spent almost 6 hours out, it wasn't very productive. my gaze was drawn to the cityscape outside the window most of the time. i'm longing for the days when i have the time to go to the places i study at - starbucks, national library, the poolside; have a cuppa and just think. and look out of the window for as long as i want, without feeling guity that i'm not staring at my books instead. used to do that after o's, spending lazy days at the cafe sipping hot chocolate and flipping through magazines.

sigh so terrible! all my posts are about studying now.

i'm really not happy about how i did for my papers.

and i'm trying very hard to think of something else to blog about which is not school or studies-related but sadly, that's all i'm thinking about at the moment! MUGGER ME! haha.

okay i'm gonna read up more on marissa and alex on the oc website now. oc is love! it's only getting better. aye but i don't like the ending! why must marissa *** ** * ***-*****! :( haha i'm just not trying to spoil it for ya' like youtube and cleo did for me.


argh i'm so saturated i feel like puking. when you try to cram everything in last minute nothing goes in!

darn.

wish me luck.


if i'm supposed to be reassured by that, then why do i still feel uneasy?