"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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i think lala is right and our rate of productivity is declining the more we stay in school! i mean the first few days were super productive and now it's like this? i think we need a change of environment. haha.

today we left school way earlier than all the other days, and when i reached home, i slacked my way throughout. i'm still very much awake, but i have no mood to do work? think i'm gonna drink some wine then head straight for bed. personally i don't like the taste of wine, but it sure tastes better than beer, and it's the only thing which sends me to sleep apart from cough syrup. so, good for insomniacs like me.

you know, i don't really want to hear that.


out of my mind.

i'm afraid of the consequences.


"he wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man's heart, and the fall through the air of the true, wise friend."

- william golding, the lord of the flies


i haven't exactly been in the best of moods lately, but i just happened to blog-hop and clicked on rachel's blog, and reading it really cheered me up. though it's like such a small part, it's really heartening to know that you're missed by a friend you haven't seen in a long time, especially when it's the out-of-nowhere kind.

yepps, so rachel if you're reading this i hope it brightens your day too, knowing that you brightened mine.

little things do make a difference, whether good or bad. if anything, this is one thing i learnt in this tumult of a week.

how many times, how many lies.


irony is a clown with a sad face.


my soul satellite.


my super ex girlfriend is a lousy show! for once the newspapers were right with their ratings. it's like totally nonsense and not funny at all. some people even left halfway during the show because it was getting too draggy. lol.

took neos and shopped around for a bit after that.

my right eye has been aching today. yeah it's so weird.

and you know what, i don't think i can finish my maths prelim papers today. haha. tomorrow?

this post is completely not in-sync with my previous one. -_-"


managed to get a fair bit of studying done today. still not as much as i would like though, considering that the prelims are only slightly more than a month away. i haven't finished my maths prelim paper either, kept putting off doing it because a single question takes me ages to do. think the rest of the class has though. urgh. i have to finish it tomorrow no matter what.

so i guess this is it. my life prioritised into study, sleep, only three hours of tv per week (ie oc, charmed and ghost whisperer) and perhaps an occasional dash into the shops when i have the time and money to spare.

saturate me!


had dinner with my family today at crab shack. it's been such a long time since we last had a meal together because we eat dinner at different times on weekdays, and on weekends, my sister, mom and i are always out for the whole day. so on this national day, i made it a point to stay at home, and forced my mom to come home before dinner. she's always out shopping with my aunt -_-". and the worst thing is that she goes without me! so i don't get to buy stuff (with her money). haha. anyway. back to crab shack. the place is pretty cool, it's not some fancy restaurant but it does have a unique ambience around it. the music and food is great. plus the people who run it are super funny and friendly.

i hope my bid for the hollister solano mini wins. *cross fingers*

i slept for 14 hours today but i'm still sleepy. any idea on how to keep me awake so i can get some studying done?


You Are An INFP.
The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.




what she really meant was, don't bother me.


rapture was great! especially the alumni dances, the waiter dance was so cool! how come the standard of alumni dancers always seem to be so much better? aj too. i totally have the utmost respect for our j3s because their dancing seems to be perfect.

okay i can barely keep my eyes open. but i'm gonna force myself to stay awake while i catch up on charmed and the ghost whisperer(i taped them). plus, finish 'the curious incident of the dog in the night-time'. highly recommended stuff. even managed to capture the interest of my brother, who hardly ever reads.

i'm going to town tomorrow to get my white polo shirt. if i can't find anything i'll just get the giordano guys' one.

now that i find that you've changed your mind, i'm lost for words.


i actually spent 2 whole hours just solving one maths question? and i don't even know whether the answer is right, i just got an answer. the question's from one of aj's past years' prelim papers, and it's the first question i did. haha. can you imagine?! i'll totally die if this year's prelims are anything like last years', and they'll most likely be.

practise practise practise! but i don't feel like doing anymore after that disgusting question.

i'm blogging more frequently now cos' i've been feeling bored-er than usual these days.


i'm bored.

actually i don't feel like coming to school on national day. despite it being the last and only time i'll celebrate it in aj, since i ponned last year too. just don't feel as hyped up over it as the others do.