"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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urgh! i don't know what's wrong with me. sometimes i really hate my body cos' weird ailments keep happening to it. alright. i don't hate it. but i get mighty irritated.

i thought my ankle was fine already because the x-ray results said everything was normal. but today, at school, my whole foot swelled up. plus, the allergy started acting up again! the rashes had subsided on one part of my foot, but it spread to another part too. soon my whole ankle will be wrinkled and peeling from all that scratching. and it's no use telling me not to scratch because i can't help it.

also, today i was complaining of mosquito bites all over my body. after close inspection by fen and amanda, they told me it wasn't mosquitoes, it was some kind of rash thingy (another one?!). but the rash on my body is different from the rash on my ankle. the one on my ankle is little bumps concentrated in one area, the one all over my body are isolated big bumps, and at random places. and i don't think it's chicken pox cos' i had it already. i sure hope it's not man.

you won't believe my luck. but my left ear also looks like it's gonna fall off! it's really red and itchy! and really swollen too. i tell you i'm dying la.

think i'm wearing slippers to school again tomorrow. actually i wanted to spare my poor schoolmates the trauma of seeing my foot but no choice, it's too swollen to fit into my shoe. now my foot looks like i've some kind of skin disease. fen said diabetes specifically. personally i think it looks like my foot got amputated and the one i have is a fake foot they stitched on for me. doesn't help that my big toe is black. like really black. it looks so gross that even i avoid seeing and touching it if i can.

argh. how. all the germs in my body quickly go away!

i should probably go on a detox or vegetarian diet or something.