"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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hmm don't know if i should go for make-up on sunday next week because i'll be missing tuition on saturday due to the dance concert. for one, i'm lazy to call the center to arrange it. secondly, it'll be so boring because i don't know anyone at orchard caraven. amanda quit already i think, i didn't see her the last time i went. hopefully melody will still be there? haha maybe there won't even be any vacancies left.

speaking of the dance concert, it's next week! in 6 days' time! and i still don't think we're good enough. the alumni dances are by far the best, they're almost perfect already, and the j1's dance, well it's neat enough because they had a friggin' lot of time to practise. but ours! i can only say our first two dances used to be better. especially the first, because i feel we've forgotten all the little extra details. i guess the only consolation is that our stamina has improved? at least i'm not panting for my life at the end of the dance anymore. yizhen and i think that our feel for the umbrella dance isn't enough! how man. at the part when alison and i are supposed to gracefully move towards the center of the stage, i'm always unstable! if i'm desperately trying not to fall with each step, how am i supposed to be graceful?! sigh. at least the finale dance is improving, that's only because we haven't reached our peak yet. anyway we still have one precious week left. hope all the loose ends will be tied up and everthing will be perfect by then.

haha and the concert is yet another excuse to procrastinate and delay all my late work. not to mention tidying up my room which is in a pathetic state of a mess.

been having dreams of kids lately. three nights ago, it was a nightmare about my parents adopting two other children. don't get it wrong, that's not the nightmare. the nightmare was, that those two children were always talking to themselves. it may not seem scary when i tell it out like that but when you're in the dream it's super scary. cos' when you see a child talking to himself, you don't know if he's talking to himself, or, if he's talking to someone/something else? furthermore it happened in my house! it didn't help that the kids themselves were extraordinarily pale. then last last night, i had a continuation of that nightmare!
luckily, last night i had a nicer dream, also of kids. but i dreamt i had a super cute younger brother. not that my younger brother isn't cute, but he isn't that small anymore. haha. the brother in my dream was around 3 years old? damn cute and smiley! don't you just love the feeling when kids hold your hand and their little fingers curl around yours ever so tightly? haha i better not say anymore lest someone calls me a paedophile - keep dreaming of kids. lol. must be due to an overdose of supernanny.