"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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you know i just realised that i'd be doomed for sure if i ever met a serial killer or some venomous snake or anything? cos' when i'm scared i don't run. i just close my eyes and squeeze them really tight and stay still and hope that whatever it is goes away. and even if it's coming closer and closer to me, i still keep my eyes shut. somehow it gives me some kind of false security.

maybe it's some kind of personality trait. like if you stay and fight danger it shows that you're a fighter and will overcome whatever obstacles which come your way. if you run, it shows that you'll escape and try to avoid it. if you shut your eyes, well, maybe it shows you'll just pretend and hope that nothing is there even though you're in grave danger.

fantasist versus realist.

haha. it's so random. the thought just came to my head after i watched wolf creek yesterday.

shucks. chem spa tomorrow. but i'm so tired from dance i'm going to hit the bed first, then wake up early in the morning tomorrow to study. it's what i've been doing lately, and i can never get up as early as i want to. which means i haven't been getting much work done. must wake up on time tomorrow!

i want need sugar. had chocolates today. but i'm still craving for gummy bears, paddle-pop and subway cookies. sugar rush just came suddenly this evening haha.

it'a amazing, really. how everything's changing so fast. and how i'm not in control anymore. hah. like i ever was.