"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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and i understood.

the next step is to keep my expectations low, erase my assumptions and suppress my hopes. it's the only way to maintain my sanity. you can never fall if you don't fly up high. it's time i finally learnt that, after stumbling for so long, searching for a way.

was terribly distracted during the chinese paper today. fancy me even thinking about it halfway during an exam - i put down my pen, rested my head on my hands and stared blankly into space for a whole fifteen minutes.

really, i know i'm hopeless.