"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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collarbones.

getting incredibly lusty. lol.


half-hearted wishes.

lantern festival was fun. well, not the cip part, but rather the playing with sarah's nephew part. samuel's so adorable! like a little koala.

ushering the kids at rosyth primary was pretty okay, but the hard part was sitting down, doing nothing but watch the performancs. firstly it was painfully nostalgic, reminded me of the time in st. marg's, they organised a lantern festival celebration like this too, exclusively for the residents living in the estate. heon and i were in the entreprenuership club, helping out at a stall selling sweets and ice-cream there. secondly, i was bored to death, and stifled by the crowd and the noise.

after everything ended, we went to a nearby playground to play with lanterns and sparklers and look at the moon. everyone was kinda crazy, we started singing songs and taking photos. haha. then we all started telling ghost stories and the guys had to tell us they saw a large doll with long black hair sitting under a tree we walked past. needless to say, we got freaked out and all of us cabbed home. haha.

made a dozen wishes tonight. half-hearted ones. it doesn't really matter because they never come true, do they? whether you're wishing fervently or half-heartedly.


come tomorrow, it's another sunday come and gone. a reminder of how the year is going to come and go soon. so quickly without us realising.

it's scary how time seems to past quicker and quicker as one gets older. somehow we get so caught up in our lives that we lose track of everything.

the september hols...is just one big swirl in my head. can't remember what happened when, who, how. everything's just so vague and misty and sad. i won't even bother stringing them into sentences. just all i know. sat on the floor of the toilet past midnight for one hour asking huimin for advice. how pathetic is that. (seriously i need my privacy, should find a way to chase my brother out of my room so that i can talk in my room, and not in my room's toilet.) surprisingly it helped, even though she didn't really say anything and was mainly advising her sister on maple story instead. then there was heon when i started screaming into her ear. poor her, poor me, we're both goners.

solitude.

finally the crash courses are over. but i have pw meeting tomorrow at lily's house. i want my hols back! hopefully nothing crops up on sunday so i can rest for at least one day.

i don't like the season finale of one tree hill.

what do i do now?

well, one thing to be happy about is, i've had my sentosa. :) but it won't be long before the urge comes back again haha.


don't feel like going out with zack tomorrow, nor with dinghai and huimin on thursday. in a way my social life is dying. too busy to keep it alive, what with the crash courses and promos just around the corner. besides, i'm not in the mood for small talk either - that's what i'll be doing since i'm not exactly close to them. too tired to pretend to laugh and keep up with the formalities.

sigh. now comes the part of explaining to them i can't make it when i've already agreed to go. argh.

i still feel like going to sentosa. maybe i should drag daner there tomorrow afternoon or something. haha.

but even magic can get boring sometimes.


like magic.