"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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spent the day in a daze, trying to link your past and present. learnt so much about your life last night that somehow it couldn't go through, kind of like an information overload. his words replaying again and again in my head, me trying to figure out the story behind the you i knew, trying to connect the two pieces of the jigsaw together. i still can't accept it, not in this whirlwind state of mind i'm in now.

and then there was the thing she said. the sense of euphoria when i heard it. followed almost immediately by the sinking realisation that it was just false hope.

i revealed a little too much today. confided in her mostly the truth, though it was tainted with a little lie. just twisting it a bit for the sakes of everyone involved. it's all for the best.

i thought i had it figured out but you came and turned my whole world upside down.

and i actually thought it was over.

dream on.