"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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a room free of hidden agendas. away from the hypocrisies and lies. honestly i'm quite amazed at how harmoniously everyone seems to be getting along. no politics whatsoever.

a few hours every week when there's nothing else in my mind. everyone is just here to dance. move. flow.

despite leaving me with aches and bruises all over after each grueling session, i'm really glad i joined aj dance. almost quit at first because of the cultural difference.

still can't do head-roll properly. and the dance floor still reeks of a mixture of rotten cheese and poop. eeew! lol.


you big fat stupid idiot.


missed the st marg's spirit so much. speech day today was somehow longer than all the other speech days i had sat through in the past four years. maybe because i didn't want this one to end. because for that hour or two, clad in the green gown with the others, i felt like i was a part of st marg's once again.

the choir did great, even though it has shrunk considerably since we graduated. i'm so proud of them.

had a long deep talk with ming fong over a pathetic meal at the reception today. it was supposed to be a buffet but they only had like six different types of food. lol. and most of it was gone by the time we finally finished taking our photos. anyway, i was genuinely impressed by her analysis of the situation. she is a genius!

ate a lot today. went to eat at coronation with debra soohuay eunice and wanxuan before speech day started. then there was the reception. after that i went to serene centre mac's with rachel sarah and elisa. and guess what? i'm still hungry! haha. gonna go off to raid my kitchen for food now.


the sugared pretences are fading with time. they can't keep up this act, not for long now. everyone's getting a little too tired of each other.


randomness; the state of my mind

can't wait for next week to come so i can drown myself while trying to swim in the pool.

everything is in a great big mess and i don't know where to start tidying up. the days are passing by in a flash and i feel my life wasting away.

chinese orals tomorrow! freaking out.

happy people are always happy. i guess it's the mindset. once you learn how to be contented with whatever you have, you will natually be happy no matter what happens.

i bet those despos on friendsters are paedophiles.

these days i don't know what i'm saying anymore. or writing, for that matter. i don't have the urge to write anymore. i think it's gone.

cried over the phone last night.


i'm beat. my knees are hurting. maybe because i've been walking too much. dunno how many times i walked to and fro orchard over the weekend. or maybe because i'm growing! that's what daner said - that her knees hurt during her growth spurt. hope it's the latter. i don't mind adding a few centimetres to my rather vertically-challenged frame. haha.

went to town again with daner. bought stuff. hehe.


crashed cj today. it was so fun! i just walked straight in in my home clothes. tried their delicious mango milkshake, toured the school with yingjun and daner, and took photos in the craziest places, like at the edge of the parapet and in the guys' toilet!

after that, we went down to orchard where i finally satisfied my shopaholic cravings. lol. met so many friends there, like about fifteen to twenty polkadots. but poor daner's phone got stolen, someone probably pickpocketed it when we were walking towards wisma. sigh. singapore's getting more dangerous nowadays...the other time someone took yingjun's phone in woodlands too.

anyway, daner had to go off early to settle everything, so yingjun and i went on shopping by ourselves. then, when we were at heeren, we spotted mingfong! we dashed all the way down the escalator and went to 'boo!' her. was so happy to see her. yingjun and i forced her to abandon zhiyu and gang, and elope with us. we strolled down to taka, just talking, walking and eating churros and old chang kee. then we went to coffee bean to talk some more. talked so much until we all lost our voices. haha.

getting to see daner yingjun and mingfong again equals to ultimate bliss. even though we were only apart for one week. still, i love you guys. :)

oh, the photos will be up on friendster soon. especially the scandalous one. don't want me to upload them? then bribe me. i'm in great need of money now. lol.


tests over!

went to causeway point with huifen marie sarah rouhua darren and wenjie. lunched at jack's place, then went to catch war of the worlds. the movie is really painful to sit through, because you are basically paying to watch millions of people getting killed. so conclusion?

batman is still better. lol. reading batman comics now.