"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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i still feel a strange twinge in my heart whenever i see anything related to sa. the white and blue uniform with the blue tie. the team sajc t-shirt. the crest. once a saint always a saint. i see these down the street and something crumbles inside of me, falls into a thousand pieces.

doesn't this sound like all my other entries about sa?

i'm annoyed with myself too. for being unable to get out of this mentality. for missing sa so much. st marg's too. and whining so much about it. why can't i just be satisfied with what i have?