"You're wishin' too much, baby. You gotta stop wearing your wishbone where your backbone oughta be.”
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feels awesome doing work from my couch, listening to damien rice and popping hi-chew candy every two seconds.


Wish I could just let go and be less worrisome about the little things! Argh!

Keeping in my mind that my official jobscope of my new rotation hasn't started yet, these were the 3 things which brought my stress levels up:

1) Worried about having to eat lunch alone (actually I had offers for lunch, but I promised a new colleague I'd eat with her, and she didn't tell me she had meetings during lunch time!)
2) Abit worried about why my colleague had more work to do than me when we started on the same date.
3) Concerned on how to tell my boss to excuse me on Tuesday for other duties
4) Worried about my missing document due to the carelessness of my company's mail room >.<
5) Worried that I'll get a sore throat because I'm eating so much chips now. Haha joking. Ok not really, I actually am abit worried.

Haha so stupid right. Worrywart. Most of them were really irrational and it ended up I was thinking too much. Except no 4 which will be abit more tedious to resolve.

All the same, I hope it's goes as the other worries go and the documents miraculously pop up on Monday.


Rah I hope I'll get my $800 back from company soon >.<


my ex-boss is so thoughtful and nice! she gave those under her (me and my colleague) a guess bracelet for christmas and sends us heart-felt new year greetings. i want to be like her when i become a boss! haha!


“Love is a temporary madness; it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of eternal passion. That is just being in love, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Those that truly love have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms have fallen from their branches, they find that they are one tree and not two.”

-Louis de Bernieres


Don't look at anything else. Just look at Jesus and know that in Him, you already have your victory.

I really need His help now. So tired out I'm gonna run outta fuel soon. It's 8pm, I'm weary from the past few days of work, I still have to spend tonight preparing for a presentation at 9am tomorrow. And I still have to be cordial to everyone's requests during work even though sometimes i really just feel like switching off. I'm thinking more and more how I don't mind leaving this job for something that allows me to breathe. But I shall bear with it for two more weeks after my leave- I might think differently after that. Must. Persevere.

I've been trying to think positive but there's always a limit, ya know? Sigh. Sucks big time.


feels good to go to bed at the end of the day knowing that someone loves you more than anything, and God loves you more than anything, and all is alright in this world. i feel prepared to face tomorrow. goodnight world!